The Reset.
I look back over the last 17 years of my life. Basically my twin children are now about to turn 17 years old tomorrow and it feels like a pivotal moment. I am sill a single parent but I feel damned good about it and so proud of myself. I can finally say this and mean it.
I was a mere 25 years old when I had 2 little bundles of joy. I never felt such an overwhelming love for them. They were in intensive care for a few weeks and had arrived early. I had no idea what I was really doing, let alone know who I really was. I was already working as a MUA (on the side of being a Secondary School Teacher) for BT sports and Premier League football shows but I decided to go back to teaching as I thought it was the right thing to do. Life was tumultuous. Juggling teaching, twin babies, a challenging and unsupportive relationship, living in London away from my family and close friends.
Around 4 years later I had to leave that life and go it alone as a single parent, which I believe no one ever really wants in life. What I realise now, was that that was the biggest life changing decision I could take to kick start my journey of actually loving myself and remembering who I am. That sounds a bit odd and wuwu and I would have read that before and pulled a face. Let alone ever think I would be writing and talking like this about myself! Talk about being judgey - I was my own worst critic.
For now, I am just reflecting on my journey so far and I feel ever so grateful to be at this point with my children. I might not be exactly where I hope to be yet but I will keep going and enjoy the process or maybe I reframe that. and say I am exactly where I am meant to be right now. It’s an ever-evolving journey and my inner transformation has lead me to slow down, reflect, address any shadows within, unlock emotions, heal internally and externally. I am a lighter version than before. I feel more coherent and connected to myself then ever before.
The rebrand from LoLo&Co. and the ‘Glambulance’ days is a farewell to the old, and hello to the new. It was the year of the snake after all, 2025. I am writing this on 11th December 2025. Really I am relaunching myself as ME.
I hope to keep sharing my spiritual evolution and see what happens, I trust the process. I hope you do too. I’m excited!
Thanks so much for reading…Jen x
